Damned.

These days were freakin' suck. Feels like everything came down to a very bad state.Things that should and shouldn't happen. Whatsoever. Just simply everything. Tired of facing people. Fakers, dumbasses on the road, and these Mr-Right-s, Mr-I-Know-It-All-s, and nevertheless, Mr-Caveman. Tired of putting pieces back together again and again cause y'know they are going to be smashed, (again) and scattered all over the place, again.

So what can i say about you? Hmm...a word start with a B. Guess what. It's barbarian. That's the word that came to my mind. You have been staying inside your lil' cave for such a looooong time. You barely even know what is it like to be in a sivillized era. Why do i call you a barbarian? Firstly, you think you're old and then you think you know everything. Secondly, you dont accept opini......wait. My mistake. You dont even listen or try to understand the others. (P.S.: If this is caused by the cave you lived in, you might have that point out.) Third. You are still using the 'traditional' way of solving problem. -----The Almighty FIST~
Now this point, had just made you a local caveman.

I just dont get it. To me, being OLD doesn't make you know everything. By hook or by crook you gain experiences. But if you're just too stubborn to openup your mind, heart, and soul to learn, you're still, a stubborn old pie, blinded by your 'experiences' and you wouldn't get excited when you come across news. Things changes, k'know that? Sooner or later you will find yourself in a stat that nothing is refreshing anymore as long as you keep yourself shut up nice and tight underneath that hood. Oh c'mon! At least try to listen and understand what's going on! Look around! Things and people come and go! What? So you're telling me that you're gonna wait until someone dies and gone to heaven then only you're gonna start regretting not listening or showing a lil~ understanding to a person who's as good as dead and gone? *scoffs* Barbarians.

And you you you~ you're big, you're a big boy. And also a dick. So you think you're huge? So you can bully and get away with it? You think you're so tough, eh? HELL YEAH! You are!....in the cave. But not when you make a step with your bare little feet on this land of techy-corruption, evergrowing-greed, this land will shit you out with zero warning. Not so tough anymore, uh? Well, i'm quite curious about whats going on in your brain right now. It's such undeveloped. What reaction would you reflect? Sarcastic.


Hey, y'know what, that night, the valentine's day. It's only 8 but the whole town had their lights out. It was so dark. So dark i held out my hand i cant even see my fingers. This was the night i finally had my eye caught on these beautiful starlights you've once told me. They were amazingly fabulous. I was obsessed watching them. Though, there were firecrackers went up the vast wide sky...as if they're trying to catch some glory of the stars too. Glim of the stars, reminded me of you. Remembered what you've told me about the starlights would be wonderful as you lived in the jungle area. Remembered those stories you old me about enormous monkeys stealing stuffs and toiletpapering your house. Remembered how we had fun back at the times. Remembered my evil twin brotha. I missed when we were still friends. No secrets. No boundaries. Sharing. It was just like a part of my life. Good old days, huh.

I wasn't literally allow to tag anyone specifically in this post. But to those who know and understands what on earth i'm babblin here, Yeah that's right. I'm talking about you, assholes. *P.S.: not you avinesh.

无言。

开始自己在发这样的神经,
洗掉你发给我的信息,
才发现
自己已经开始对你有了隐瞒。

记得你告诉过我,
不喜欢对我有隐瞒的感觉。

但是
我的苦
又能想谁诉?

我不是不甘心你对我批评。
而是
太惊讶。
我原来一直以来
对你抱着的
那种天真的想法。
以为你是站在我这边的。
哈哈。

我必须接受。
面对。


永远
都只是一个
孤立的肢体。

我已经开始
放弃
放弃这些
再天真不过的想法。

回到以前的时光吧。
那种
独来独往的自命清高。

除夕夜,
我自己一个人,

cyclone
消耗时间。
爆了多少人的头,
赢了多少盘,

里面
还是空的。

一种
无容身之处的感觉。

什么都不顺利的一天。
太好了。
好极了。

Damned shit

I think i'm crazy.


Absolutely crazy.

No doubt about that.

This stupid fucking nightmare is torturing me.

Stop please?

I needed to talk to someone.

Someone that wouldn't be hurt by words.

These words.

I love you, and that's all i can say. B

but i just cant help thinking about it!!!!!

I just wanted to know everything!!!!!!

everything about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Save me, please...

PLEASE

Before i gone nuts.

Thank you.