What flows within...

Alright.
Enough with the bitch.
Here's something about myself.
I've decided to post about my workout results. Will be uploading loads o' pictures.
And yeah, i'm glad the workouts pay off!!

Pic 1: From the front. Its not that obvious. But its OKAY.

Pic 2: From side left. Hmm, can see that i squeezed it hard to get the curve. I wonder why i trained equally but my right side just doesnt get the curve! =\

*they can have 25 percents of bf and looking good. i'm 3 percents away!!

Whoa. So sorry to heard the news, bitch! i'm so sorry for you. Please dont die. I'm too slow. Too damn slow. I gotta get more money. For you.
你呀，千万别那么快死。
你的命，是我的。
如果你今天就出事了，我会很难过。
真的很难过。
别死。

等我。呵呵

I'm starting to feel that this job is slowly changing me. I love how it feels.

Or should i say, my job is exploiting something deep inside myself unconsciously. There is something happening. I can feel it. Inside.

How thrilling!!

I totally understand the line: if you ought to gain something, you gotta lose something first. If the price of success, is my class of friends, level. i think it'll work. It will.

Its getting easier to weight things.
Which comes first and after.
I still have faith in you.
I'm no quitter.
Never.

I wanted a mentor, that guides me, points me in the right direction, and gives me a helping hand when i'm shitty.

And now i have him. Seng.
Not you, brother.
Whom is DYING to change me into something i'm not. Sorry but you dont know me, AT ALL. If you're into me, if you dont open yourself up to me, then everything you do or say, means NOTHING to me.



I dont stop when i'm tired,
I stop when i'm DONE.

The game has just started.
And i'm gonna enjoy it!

April fool.
I've been living a fool's life all this long.
Funny? Then have your laugh.
Irony.
No matter how hard or how long you struggle, people all around you saw your craziness,, but the two of the most important people in your life never see a single thing you did.

I tried to take it positively,, like:
They emphasize more than other people about your MISTAKE. Because they cared about you. Well my dad maybe. What about you, nic?

*sigh*
Never mind.
There are things i promised myself.
Nothing can bring me down now.
Nothing.