What flows within...

Its more tiring than you think.
Its not what i wanted, but its happening.
Stressed out. Worn out. Waiting for the black out.
Damn.
Is this what keep you away from me?
If so, then let it be.
Because i understand. More than anyone else.
I'm tiring of making my own decision.
Actually, decision making is not that tiring, what exhaust you the most, is how you're bearing all this all by your own.
You're always be reminded that there's no one outside you can cry out for.
That's why i'm treasuring all the helping hands and tries out there.

Was planning to have a full shift roadshow today. Though i totally forgot about it. But i cant take that much of shit all of a sudden.

Okay.
Time for exercise.
Refreshing maybe.