What flows within...

这个新年，过得比自己想象的，更有意义。
真的很欣慰自己能找到一个像他那样的朋友。
虽然之前..有点误会，
但
今天看你们好好的，
又听west说了，
觉得误会..应该都过去了吧?
最后算将功补过?
说真的，已经是第几次发生这样的事情了?
真的要好好反省，改过这种容易对人好的习惯了。
我只是
交颗心出来当朋友而已。
就那么简单。

希望都过去了。

不然就赶羚羊的给我找个女朋友吧?!!!!??!?!?!!!!
她距离我太远了......考虑放弃中... ='(



这个新年，
对自己许下了承诺，
25号起的5年内，
不看医生！
*拿药，还有scan除外... :p
交待完东西后，
有种很放松，
很安心的感觉
比较能睡了 *安慰*

今天，赌懒到有种程度!
呵
反正都是我的错。
命运吧?
让我莫名其妙滥用了你的信任等等的如此如此这般这般。
真是的。
知道我老是滥用你又老是信任我..? -.-




哎，等下还有一堆垃圾要忙！！！！！！
能睡多久就睡多久吧..
也有点睡意了

Zzzz 安!

Sometimes i thought, does it have to be like this to learn everything i wanted?
I dont get it!
I know! (we all know)
that this is important.
I've been given this job, and i'm taking it really seriously. Until i'm not sleeping well for these nights.
After all that struggle?
It was pass on to someone else.
You dont even listen to me!
WTF?
Alright.
Its MY fault. I've got to admit it.
I know i've always not been good enough for anything.
but fuck!
I'M TRYING!! Why cant you just see what am i going through?
 This admin assistant.
Fuck it man!
I have to be tougher!
I have to improve!
I MUST!!!!!!
This thing,
will NOT happen again!
I fucking swear to GOD.
There's no way of losing anything anymore.

I SWEAR.