What flows within...

Sometimes i thought, does it have to be like this to learn everything i wanted?
I dont get it!
I know! (we all know)
that this is important.
I've been given this job, and i'm taking it really seriously. Until i'm not sleeping well for these nights.
After all that struggle?
It was pass on to someone else.
You dont even listen to me!
WTF?
Alright.
Its MY fault. I've got to admit it.
I know i've always not been good enough for anything.
but fuck!
I'M TRYING!! Why cant you just see what am i going through?
 This admin assistant.
Fuck it man!
I have to be tougher!
I have to improve!
I MUST!!!!!!
This thing,
will NOT happen again!
I fucking swear to GOD.
There's no way of losing anything anymore.

I SWEAR.