What flows within...

Yeah! I've came back from the blending. Brother Ho came to the blending too. Erh, and of course some other brothers(yea, i don't know their names...). The messages was great.

First, sorry for not updating my blog for a looooooooooooong time.

Arhhhh!!! Happy!

I preached gospel to 3 of my friends!

And i'm bringing 2 of them to the gospel meetings this Saturday!!!

Praise the Lord! =]

For those who didn't success,

KEEP MOVING ON!

Let's work together for God!

Pray!

Ladies & Gentlemen!


*drum rolls*


Let me introducccccceeeeee!!!!!


JJ!!!


*screams + applause + claps*





Haha...yes. JJ.


Jane and June.


















They are owesome!

You'll never see such a pair of sisters that's so special as them!

Haha..



Maybe its my family problem that i think every siblings(other than mine) are having really close relationship. But still, i wanna talk something about them. (Jane n June dun kill me plz...) I went to Gambang(to do morning revival with them?! NAHHHH!!!). Just to have some 'fellowship' with them. I might dun have the chance anymore. Again, sorry for reaching earlier than what i told you girls. Hehe...and also freaked you out in the 'early' morning eh.? Haha...


Since past, I'd be the one who crack jokes to the rest. But when i'm with them, they'd be the one who crack me jokes!(though sometimes quite lame, eh? *arh!!!Spare me!!!let me finish!!!*) Is it my problem? I'd really feel....'secure'?.......'warm'?....arh...i just don't know how to express the calm in me when i spent time with them. Do you think so? Joyful. Like they always had been. Although i met them for approximate 5 times since March. They had become an example of mine and they'll remind me of myself that i should rejoice always!


I treasure every moments during all the prayer meetings, Lord's table, Outings?, and training/blending. Reason? Its simple enough. Because its the only time that i'm able to enjoy the Lord with the saints! At home? Argh. My sister will shut me up whenever i call upon the name of the Lord. When i drive? Gosh, you must be kidding me. (I cant help myself closing my eyes when i call.) My dad is trying to keep me away from the saints and my church life. NaaaH! Cause the serving one (Sister Melissa^^) is my teacher...so.......HE CANT MAKE ME! *grins and evil laugh*


To the brothers and sisters whom is in a saved family, appreciate it. God has arranged you in a blessed family. My mother passed away before she even get to know The Lord's Recovery. My dad condemns everything about Recovery. He's having religious thinking.


A young brother stood up and prophecy.


"Who is he? And why are we listening to a little brat?"


"No class at all! Where is the pastor?!"


This is not right. Christ is not a religious figure that for us to worship. Christ is the Lord that had successfully passed though all kinds of persecution and also, death, and been resurrected again and now had became the one and only live giving spirit who dwells in us. In our spirit.(for more details about spirit, check out my 1st post.) For those who still cannot see(or should i say you're freakin' stubborn) the truth, i'd pray for you so that God's mercy will bless upon you so that you can observe and understand and support by involving yourself in His eternal economy.

May God bless His Recovery.
P/S: my English not good.

Its 1 week after i came for the Youth Preparatory Training in Hulu Langat. At first i don't seem to know why i'm scared. Then it turned into exited. Maybe i'm just scared that (i'm a first-timer) i might offend anyone. Seri Suria. The 'coolest' school i've ever been. No doubt they are rich. You can see air conditioner everywhere. COOL, eh? Its kinda freaked me out that Sister Pei Horng was ordering me to arrange things! NOT that I'm UNWILLING to do so! just! i'm just a rookie and i came for the very first time!!!! i might do something wrong and offend anyone!!!! Praise the Lord, everything went on smoothly. Another thing! I'm in the same room with Melody, again!!! Happy!! Its been 3 months i guess since i last saw her. Yea. I met lots of sisters who went to the Dusun Eco outing. Sister Jasmine, Pei Horng, Esther, Jasmine So, Kathleen, Shulamite and some of them i don't remember their names...swt...

I really enjoyed the training. Its a kind of satisfaction deep within your heart. Its some feeling which studies, money, achievement, and power canot satisfy. Its feels great. From the brothers, they shared about 'God's Love, Loving The Brothers and also, Loving Men.' Its really meaningful. Most of the things are really new to me, but who cares! Haha...-enjoying- in my locality, there's really few people. Most of them are elderly. This has become an abstacle for me to persuade(or maybe beg!) the youths to come and join the meeting.

Things changed since the 4th day. I've been really down. No doubt, memories are meant to be remembered, but some will never be forgotten. Argh...miss her so much. i've been crying and weeping. On the first night, Jane saw me. (its not 后悔犯罪 but 后悔福音没出去!)Especially that night Sister PH mentioned something about gospel dept. Oooh.... I should have preach to you, Anas. So sorry...may you rest in peace. You'll be in my memories.

Well, i'm practicing myself these 5 steps!
1 Call upon the Lord's name! - O Lord Jesus!
2 PRAY unceasingly!!!!
3 Pray read God's word
4 Do not quench tht Spirit
5 PREACH GOSPEL!!!

During the training, i've learnt new hymns(everytime also new-lar rookie-mah). And most of them are in terribly HIGH key. Yeah. I got sore troat on the 3rd day. Melody!!! Sorry!!! I should have turn off the air cond much more earlier de!!!! Feel so bad to see you carrying the whole box of tissue paper around.....T-T...

We actually 'play' badminton in the 'stadium'! Ru Xin!!! So Pro!!!! Kept smacking me! Stomach blue black liao. -ouch- and i also did 'play'(watched...) ping-pong. Girls, i'm really laughing my head off watching you all play. xD Great....i slipped(not sleep) in the toilet, again! Argh..PAIN siah! I just recovered from the last 'slip'...luckily its the 2nd last day. Walked like OLDDDD(some of them say 'pregnant'...swt..) woman~....

The last night there.....Haih...sorry guys...made you all cried so badly...especially Jasmine...so sorry to made you weep on your 15th birthday(really late grats here!: Happy Birthday...). Really.....thanks a lot. Sister Doreen...Esther...Jasmine...Kathleen...Rou En...Yi Xuan...Ru xin...Rachel n Jessica...and also Florina! Thank you. I'll never forget you all. For the sake of all of you, and the Lord, I will go on. No matter how hard the situation is, i will. Hope to see you guys next training(if i'm allow to go...).

I've deleted all the world-lish stuffs in my phone. I removed the posters on my room's wall. I changed my PC desktop wallpaper. Listen to hymns. Ahhh....feel better. Haha...
[To the grace of God, bringing salvation to all men, has appear. Training us that denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously and godly in the present age.] Lord's Recovery!

P/S: Shulamite, i miss my pants!!!
Picrures~











(Lower Youth)













(Upper Youth)



Some picture taken before we left...












(Melody, me, and Yi Xuan)













See you guys next time!

New blog site created. This blog also signifies, my new life that had just begun. A new life, with The Lord's Recovery. Thank you Sister Melissa. Without your help, I'll still be wandering around outside, in the world. I'll never know the truth.

Yes.

God has a hobby. It is, having a corporate men, that owns His image and likeness, to express Him. In order to do this, He created man, with a Spirit. And that spirit allows us to contact and contain God. God loves men. He wants to enter into us, so both human and God will share, a divine life. This is God's eternal economy! God loves everyone of us, far before the world begins, passed through eternity. But through Satan's corruption, man has fallen. We are actually now under the Satan's control. We are in the world.

There, is only 1 way to be separated from the world. Its to believe, believe that God loves man, that He sent His only begotten son to die for us. And the next thing to do, is to be baptised. Why? because the Bible says that: He who believes and baptised, shall be saved. Baptising doesn't mean that you'll have 'eternal(in physical way)' life and live 'forever', but, to be set free from Satan's control. It also means that one will enter into the Triune God's kingdom by baptising. After you're baptised, make sure, that you're in the proper ground - The Lord's Recovery. You'll will understand what i mean by 'proper' ground if you read the Bible, the last book in New testament, the book of Revelation 2:1-3:22 about the 7 churches in which God commented on the 7 churches:


1. [2:4] To Ephesus: "But i have one thing against you, that you have left your first love."


2. To Smyrna: in the footnotes of the Recovery version Bible says that the church of Smyrna is a church of suffering.


3. [2:14] To Pergamos: "But i have few things against you, that you have some there who hold the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak to put a stumbling block before the sons of Israel, to eat idol sacrifies and to commit fornication."


4. [2:20] To Thyatira: "But i have something against you, that you tolerate the woman Jezebel, she who calls herself a prophetess and teaches and leads My slaves astray to commit fornication and to eat idol sacrifies."


5. [3:1] To Sardis: ".....I know your works, that you have a name that you are living, and yet you are dead."


6. [3:7-8] To Philadelphia: "These things says the Holy One, the True One, the One who has the key of David, the One who opens and no one will shut, and shuts and no one opens:" "I know your works; behold, i have put before you an opened door which no one can shut, because you have a little power and have kept My words and have not denied My name."



7. [3:15] To Laodicea: "I know your works, that you are neither cold or hot; I wish that you were cold or hot."


So, i think its obvious enough to tell which church is the only one that satisfies God. Yes. Philadelphia. Nowadays, most of the churches, eg.: Gospel Halls, Catholics etc, are developed from Sardis. I don't mean that they are origined from Sardis! BUT! These churches now, are functioning in a very similar way with Sardis. How sad. Yes. They looked like living, but yet, they have no life, in which means, dead. Even in 'protestants' or those so-called 'Christians', there will have NO life flow in them. They are DEAD. Because they are separated from the BODY(corpse). You can see all kinds of churches in the all over the world! With different systems! Functioning in various ways! My friends, cant you see that?! There is no oneness in them!


If you really loves the Lord with your heart and soul, please!!!!! come to the proper ground! Come to the local churches! The Lord's Recovery! This is the only place where you can really enjoy the Lord. Think back. If you're from denomination, why do you go to the prayer meetings? Is it you really love the Lord that much that you would sacrifice your precious time for Him? Or there are some activities you're longing for? eg.: Pastors from 'overseas'? Artists from Taiwan? Hong Kong? Some sisters cooked your favourite dish? Being forced? Or just trying to find some place for you to hang around? Give me a break! All you need to do now, is give yourself a chance. A chance that might change your life. Leave the church you're in now, and try Lord's Recovery. You will experience more here instead of wasting time in denomination. Experience God here, let His divine life fill you and fullfill His economy. Try to go and look for the church in your locality. And start a normal church life.

Well, i'm working my head off to get this message into your thick head. So hope you can get this. Again, praise the Lord for the Lord's Recovery.
(message from above its MY point of view. Didn't mean to offend anyone. Accept it, or leave it. Thank you. )