What flows within...

If there's a cliff, i'd be glad to jump off of it now. Thank you for reminding me everything i've failed at. I dont know whom can i trust anymore.

我爱你们，就像亲哥哥一样。
不管你相信不，我爱你们。
对不起，又让你们失望了。
离别的那一刻，我只想抱住你们
跟你们说声对不起。

Fate brought us together. But i dont know what separated us. I hope we can be friends, brothers like we used to be. You guys will never know how badly i missed the old times when we watch football together, we played DOTA together, we go shop-to-shop together. I remember how you sat on my ass and scratched my head and wake me up. Then i'll chase you around the house. I remember how you smoked all my cigarettes and grined at me. We could swim, gym and skate together. I love you. Both of you.

Forgive me. Thats all i'm asking ad all i'm begging for. I'm good at ruin things. Good things. Tom, thank you. For teaching me everything all these while. West, thank you. Thank you for reminding me to breath when it attacks. Thank you for all the help and company. I'm just, dont deserve y'all.

You guys are better off without me.
I'm a burden. To anyone. Please, do remember that i love you. Wish you all the best in the future.