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Right.
These days are really tiring.
I can't help thinking that its my health problem that's stressing me up...
Its the 3rd time it happened yesterday
feel like dying...urgh...

I knew you for.......ehm..
not even 1 month. Yea. Around 3 weeks and more.
Its the first time
i look into your sad eyes,
but i cant read your heart.
Your mind seem to be wandering around.
You didn't look like the old Margaret i ever knew.
Yes. Hell yeah.
You made me worry.
So much.
Dont thank me. I did nothing.
Its good to have you back.

Anas!
Haha...missed you so much!
I've been thinking about you quite frequently.
Hmmm...
how are you doing up there?
Tell you something!
i found a friend!
Haha...nice one...ehmm....you and her have so much in common!
Not in looking~ (of course you're prettier~haha...)
But the way you talked to me,
scolded me, anything!
She made just think of you.
Haha...

刚尝了一口魔鬼的糖果.....
不再那么好吃了。
(过期了?哈哈)
过期的是我吧。

存在的问题,
我会处理。
少担心我
只怕自己撑不住...
唉...

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Used car list in 4 months:

1. Kancil (man)
2. Iswara (man)
3. Arena (man)
4. Wira (man)
5. Naza Citra (auto)
6. Kembara (auto)

Coming soon ~Fiat Punto~ (semi)
Haha...its quite a nice car.
I like it.

Well,
These days are really tiring.
Most of the time i've been driving towns to towns.
But i enjoy driving.
If you could have more faith in my driving skills,
i'd be even glad.

自己一个人在家,
有点不习惯
今天竟然没有驾车出去!
很不惯....
平时都驾车这里飞那里飞...
把我老妹和阿恩安全送到直凉,
回家的路上真是有够惊险的......
看信息时就差那么一点就撞到冲出马路的牛群....

我愧疚....
我该下车帮忙的....
对不起....不是我袖手旁观...
我真的赶时间....
希望司机没事....
唉.....

游?

累挂了...


驾了半天车....

也许是因为原本就不太舒服了吧?

早上没去上课,

好啦,我承认,我是满懒的。

有时太多东西处理,

反而不想应付学校的事物。

然后又因为一些莫名其妙的原因

被老爹骂到DL

面对他,

就一个字!


什么时候会为我想想?

什么时候会站在我的立场为我想?

在我死前吧?

真是的...

跟你逛了迈当劳,

点了些有的没的,

聊了好一阵子....

是欣慰吗?

第一次感觉到自己用心付出,

经营的东西有成果了^^~



去直凉之前

爆了一桶玉米,

发现好像不够吃哦....

哈哈...

"酱好吃咩"? (妈妈的台词^^)

今天本来还OK的....

给紫恩搞一搞,指一指...

一时3,一时9的.....

头晕晕底...

在直凉路上穿梭第二次,

还不是很熟

但还不至于迷路!!!! >8(

别太担心我

淋碗贞?

林婉珍?

林宛珍?

我尽力了!还是猜没有的话就原谅我吧!

嗯.....?

跟我想的有差...

头发的关系吧?

但漂亮仍然不减!

哈哈..

第二次再造访金山,

1.累(还是没能参观rumah contoh)
2.晒! (不过!!!)

觉得不是很好意思的是,

好像显到LW和我MM叻~

金山全程都闷闷酱的...

这次从山顶望下去,

有些莫名的回忆被钩起。

是因为人吗?

我不知道...

也不想知道。

总之啊,

今天是累多过爽!

BUSY or CRAZY ?

its been a really long day for me today.
i woke up quite early in the morning
sending peeps in and out
to and from the school carity sell.
Kimi really freaked me out.
Spooky zombie look!
Great make-ups and cool cons!
haha....too bad i didn't take any picture.

then
it happened.

it maybe the wildest desicion i'd ever made.
i'd done this not for myself,
for her.
great. what did i get?
worse than nothing.
feel so stupid all of a sudden.
nothing feels that bad recently.
i've done more idiot things in my life.
i don't mind more.

i think i'm a 'lil' obsessed to driving
i drove to Raub just because her word.
i threated it so seriously,
and ended up broken to parts inside
arrived home around...9.00

My heart speaks :

for so long

never a smile would shine at me that much

never a joyful life would touch me from my deep heart's core

feel i've been hypnotized

driving me crazy

guess i had fell for you

think back

of all these years, what we've been through

knowing we can never be together

but there is only one thing i'd like to say to you

a long time ago

i love you, I.

I've learnt.

not to love

to protect myself

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When the heck can you ever stop bringing trouble for me?

You're 15.

not 1.5

I cant hold your hand and walk you all the time.

URGH!!!!!!

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I'm really tired thinking of this.
O Lord Jesus. I'll leave my problem to You, Lord. Take my problems away.
Lord i want to enjoy you and to be constitute with Your word more!
Your word which is truth! The truth which sets us free!
O Lord Jesus! Amen.



Right.

All this while, I've been treating you like and as a friend.
and we, will always be friends.
Nothing more.
OK?
I hope you understand this.




Hey! Its a picture I'd like to share.





Now in this world, which is in Satan's evil talon,
there's these 3 horses are seen everywhere.

The RED horse
which signifies war, anger and hatred.
People now are always fighting for everything.
They only think for themselves.
They don't believe in the Lord, denying Christ.

The GREY horse
that signifies famine.
Some famine's like the Lord's curse.
Never gone.

The BLACK horse.
After all the war and famine,
Death is the end.

But praise the Lord!
Here's the WHITE horse!
The source of gospel!
Our saviour from all this misery!

Brothers and sisters,
Let us flee the white horse!
Beat the enemy!
and preach the GOSPEL!
Let it spread all over the world!

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We had a long talk today.

I felt so complicated.
But i'm glad.
Glad to know my mom more.
Though its kinda late.
I was brought back to the past.
She told me this and that.
Telling me what to do.

I'd think,
I dont think i'm able to stand up when standing is tough.
Thank you, Lord.
He has been guiding me all this time.
And that's why i know what to do,
when to do and how to do.

So mommy,
Dont worry about me.
I'm well guided.
RIP.

with love,
Angie.

Life?

I missed the school today.

Last night was my dad's birthday.
and that's why i came back early.
Haha..
Dad and i had a lot of beer.
Maybe its the beer.
He talked a lot that night.
About past. About our family. About mom.
About how well our family would be if she's still here with us.
About everything.
Kept reminding he how guilty he felt.
He's the lecturer of the 'Know-It-All' College.
He's not that kinda man-of-his-words.
Keeping promis' hard(really hard) for him.
I thought a lot last night.
About my past. About my life now.
And of course, my future.
It reminded me of a quote a friend of mine used to tell me
'Look forward, but remember your past. Because that's what forms you.'
I'd wanted to serve the Lord so much.
But now i'm kinda scare that i wouldn't make it.
Who knows?

I've addicted to some songs lately.
Mad & Miss Independent (Ne Yo)
Nevertheless,
The Climb, by Miley Cyrus.
Frankly telling, I don't know who the hell Miley Cyrus is.
(Memories i had of her was....she voiced over Mittens in the Disney animation, Bolt.)
I know you guys might listened to this in the radio for a million times.
But,
I just simply love the lyrics.
Here's a download link of the song.
ENJOY~ ^^

To me,
Life's like climbing mountains.
You'll never stop.
There will always gonna be another mountain.
We'll always gotta make our moves.
Of course, we might be tired after some struggles,
We might used up our strength,
We might heard the Satan says: you'll never gonna make it!
But, when this happens,
I'll turn to The Lord,
and let The Lord be my strength.
He's the unlimited supply of mine.

You see,
In order to success(in anything),
There will be a price to pay.
To climb on top of a mountain,
you cant bring everything.
You'll probably have to lose something.
To serve The Lord,
you might 'lose' your precious time,
To success in studies,
you might have to sacrifice your pleasures!
But in the end,
you will find out that it worths.
Trust me. *blinks*
Haha..well, i've work to do guys.
See yea!

So long, guys!

There's only 100 days more to SPM...
Gotta NERD.
I'll not be onlining that often.
So,
May this be my last post for these time.
See you guys after SPM!
Wish me luck and
May the Lord's grace be with all of us!
May the Lord's work keep moving like the giant wheel of gospel to everywhere!