What flows within...

你的道歉，我收到了。
不过什么也不会因此而改变
在这个世界上
在乎的越多
取舍越难。
我现在该怎么办?
What can i do?
What could possibly be done?
回不去了。
chris说的对。
先要顾好自己吧
不然还真的泥菩萨过江
心情已经糟到你打来都不想说话了。

where's life?
where's smile?
where's love?
After all these struggle,
i lost them.
Stupid and pathetic.
Is it my problem that all these keep coming?
Options are not an option anymore.
How the hell did i wind up here not at the first place?
Oh wait,
Does that matter?

I've never been this frustrated and depressed.
This pressure is killing me.
Just to found out that i lost my strength to be angry at something anymore.
Not anymore.
Feels like dead but breathing.

You'll never know how it feels to be like when you're life is a mess and there's not a fucking thing you can do to fix anything.

Now? I'm only feeling like hit the club and let the music blow my heart out.




Did you really think that i forgot your birthday?
*pfft*
Bought you stupid things that you didn't even care.
Again.
nah.
Now there's one present for you.
And i also hope that you dont mind to receive the same thing that i've give someone else.

and hey, Happy 28th Birthday
大个女啦
祝你美得健康自然
IC文件不会不见
车牌的5不会再掉
身体健康
幸福快乐
*28 missed calls, for your 28th birthday