8 July 2012
Looks
like I’m having a challenge. Great.
I’ll
just play along. *exhales*
Will
you recall the personality I’ve hid away for years?
We’ll
see.
Maybe
the personality will do good to me in these times.
It’s
play time!!!
I’m
sorry I have to lie to you.
You
leave me no choice.
I
know how much you hated them.
But
just why don’t you give them or yourself a chance?
Why
is that not good to just be friends?
Normal
friends.
Guess
I know where my ego did come from.
From
dad, and y’all.
I’ve
been even thinking of getting a job, part time, back here.
Why?
You
put me into this.
With
1.5, I’m stuck here.
I
appreciate your help.
But
the way things work out,
I
just couldn’t take it!
You
don’t know what is it like to be in my shoes.
Guess
you’ll never know.
I’ve
tried explaining, but just it’s not working. Not with you.
I
hate self-blaming.
But
this feeling has never got any further from me.
I’m
always doing wrong.
I
feel terrible!
So
fucking terrible!!!
I
HATED THIS!!!!
I’m
tired and I wanna move out.
I
wanna spend time with my dad.
Help
him with his car business.
I
could make MORE for Christ’s sake!
These
days are really getting me.
Damn.
What
am I to you people?
I
don’t fucking get it.
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